oh ~~~

what can i do in this middle of the night .... ?

don't have any feeling ...

like a body without it soul ...

a face without any expression ....

a heart without any feeling ....

it's mute ... it's silent ...

what happent on me .. ?

why are the feeling is lost ... ?

i know i love him ....

i know i want him ....

i know i need him ....

daniel ...

my beloved man ...

but ...

why are the feeling is lost ??

feel like i'm hiding the feeling ....

or it's automatic "security" system

that protect my heart from harm by guys AGAIN ?

why i feel distance between me and him ?

why is me and him ?

why not us ?

i'm scare ...............

feel like he will leave me anytime ......

can you hug me tight and

let me feel your love again ?

:'(